Alone in front of the ICU room

Sunday around 6pm, i just wade up from sleep, my brothers was rushing to GH while my mum was shouting" wait for me! wait for me!". My mum even do not take her purse with her. Their face look nervious and worried. I knew something bad was happened.
I washed my face, and gave a call to my 2nd sister, she told me that my little niece is now very dangerous, that is what the "si fu" told her, ( not from doctor, that's why i not so worried).
I tidy up myself and prepared to go GH. I asked my father whether he wanted to follow me. He just said no and sat infront of the "sheng tai" do not know what he doing, i never see him like this before, too silent...but i do not have time to ask him that.
GH. When i walked along the corridor and heading for the ICU room, i was scared. I scared to face it. I scared the bad new is waiting me there..
I saw my mum sitting outside the ICU section ( besides parent, others are not allowed to get in), her emotion still ok....i released a bit and asked her how is the condition.

She said the "sifu" keep saying too late, and asked us to prepare the baby's clothes and do the prayers or teh baby will forever gone....we trust in this kind of thing, that's why my brother was rushing from home to GH and pass the baby clothes to the "sifu".
My 2nd sister was panic when listened that, and she was crying badly while talking thru the phone.
(It remind me the first day baby transfered from normal room to this ICU room, my 1st sister was shaking of panic and crying loudly. I never see her cry like this, the unstop tears and she cant say anywords. )
My heart was really hurt, when i saw the little baby lying on the bed with those tube drag to his throat ( which to help him breath). We could exchange everything to gain him back to healthy.

That evening is really scary, but for sake of god, he is still with us. I was left alone in front of the ICU room when my mum going to the toilet. With me was the nite view from 5th floor, its beautiful but that was not a good time to enjoy it.

The next morning, he able to open his little eyes and looked at his parents. That was the first time he opened his eyes since he stay at GHospital (1 week). My 1st sister is talking to him, i asked my brother in law, what she told the baby. He said that is to tell the baby that we love him so much, please, please recover and go back home with us.

Life may too short, i think i shall start enjoy the life now......