Good weapon

This morning, i wake up early, if you know me well, u must know why...coz boss will no in today..i feel free to work..hahaha. My boss just rated me yesterday, i do not know how many marks i had achieved, i do not care...but i promised myself to perform better.
I am not smart and i am not hardworking, this was what i told him yesterday. As usual, i am honest....I said i will tried to improve. He said he already confirmed me since sometimes ago, just the letter pending from HR, i wondering why....with my performance, i really want to know whether am i under his expectation? But i did not ask at last. I guess i know the answer lah...u know me lah...
My lunch time today will finish in 15 minutes later. Back to the battle, and armed myself with...with....uhm....happy mood!! This is good weapon. So, cheer up and back to work.

星想

才從外面回來﹐又過了睡覺時間﹐家里静悄悄的。我轻轻的开门，
转过身关门时，发现天上的星星很亮。
我望着天上的星星﹐好像想起了什麼﹐可是腦裡卻又一片空白。。。
可能是一種感覺﹐我不會形容。。。

你知道的囉﹐我會用的詞真的不多。。。雖然我當時有說過我要當作家。。。
後來你也知道啦﹐一個滿腔詩情畫意的作家只做了一份工廠工。。
心裡面的那一團火﹐都滅的七七八八。。
可以為什麼而燃燒呢。。嗯。。實在想不到。。

如果我可以吸烟，我现在会点燃一根烟。
因为我现在正感覺到一點點無奈和悲傷。

上班﹐看車﹐看紅青燈﹐看文件﹐看電腦﹐看別人的嘴面，口是心非﹐
幾討厭都說好。。。为了生活。
可以说是把自己的靈魂賣了。。來換花理花錄的鈔票
像我醬的人大把。。一切都不一樣了。。
而我是那个接受不到改變的人，最差勁。

唯有天上的星星還是那麼漂亮。。
每次看，好像身邊的人事物都会停頓下來
这能讓我的心回到零，那是最初的我。。
我回想起一些。。。。什麼的。。。。
。。想起以前。。小的時候。。那一个心旷神怡的下午。。。。

五六歲時的一個下午﹐吹着微风。
媽媽在收衣服﹐而我蹲在她脚边，玩着不知什么。
突然，她說了句“今天天氣不錯。”
我抬頭一看。看見隨風飄揚的衣服﹐和藍天白雲。。。
忘了告訴你﹐我也喜歡風﹐當我在樹下看天空時。。不但可以乘涼﹐還可以捕抓到太陽的光線。。。

當然我也喜歡錄油油的草地﹐六年級時﹐和同學們在個大草場上踢汽水罐。。我的記憶裡那個草地是沒有盡頭的。。
花朵﹐我第一次種的花是喇叭花﹐紫色的。。
還有舊家門前的那條小河﹐你以為我老作啊﹖是真的。
那條河﹐流水聲古陸古陸﹐我們建築古堡﹐抓卡必于。。哪會忘記。。
日子是滿足和懶洋洋的。。小小世界却美妙

我看日本的北海道會適合我﹐那裡有藍天﹐白雲﹐風﹐星星。大自然和。。龍貓。。哈哈。。我也喜歡童話。。

當我賺夠了鈔票﹐我要把我的靈魂屬回來。。
從新做我的小卡片﹐畫畫。。
那时我会有个美麗新世界
會回來嗎﹖還是。。。。以後都不會回來了﹖

Lunch in office

Almost everyday i will have lunch in office, listen to songs and reading online newspaper. Today quite special, coz my boss is not around. hehe. I guess you understand why i specify today as special day.
My fren said i have talent in acticle writing, but i do not think so. Becoz the right word just wont appear to my mind when i am writing. However, i have to admired that i love to write. Thru writing, i can express my feeling, sad or happy. Instead, i have a diary.
Human being always sad and happy, two emotions at the same moment. I should happy with what i have but i feel sad becoz there are not what i want..... this condition keep hapenning among us. Maybe happened on you too.
Just we always try not to think of the sad thing and we able to gain more happy moment. It sound like a right way to have a happy life.
Money can buy hapiness. Anyway we can live happily without money?
Please share with me.