亲爱的日记本，
最近的我非常的忙，有时忙得不懂自己身在何地。尤其当晚上梦见工作时，那滋味很不好。。
糟糕的是，他什么也不懂，不懂我工作忙碌，不懂世界的残酷。我好像在孤身作战， 他却滋滋悠悠的在过日子。他的世界很简单，我的比他复杂。
或许是我不好，贪慕虚荣吧。日子会很艰难，他大概也不懂。
日日见面也不懂要说什么。。无言，因为他不明白我。
小鱼最快活，在小小瀑布下，比赛跳高。
July 3, 2010
June 15, 2010
June 6, 2010
Working overtime
Dear Diary,
I have been working non-stopped since 21st May until yesterday....yes, a lot of work to follow up...as i am also doing some minor works for Gan..minor but still need attendance and time...
My mind set had changed a little bit, i do not like to keep the job unfinished till tomorrow, trying to finish all before COB of that day...however, still not able to complete all..maybe i am not efficient enough..
Last Thursday, i heard from radio, people were calling in to the DJ, sharing problem that they facing, i tried to call in but cant get thru. i have a problem/secret in my heard and it is about my career. 4 years i have been worked for FF, but i feel like i am standing at the middle stage, not capable to be promoted as senior and also not being treated as a junior. client has became more clever and the spec is more stringent then previous, work has getting stuffer and stuffer..but i still not working good enough...
Maybe a female shall not work as a PJE in FF. i do not know how i going to end up by working for FF in project dept.
Dear Diary, do you able to give me the answer...i am now just working and working...no target at all....
I have been working non-stopped since 21st May until yesterday....yes, a lot of work to follow up...as i am also doing some minor works for Gan..minor but still need attendance and time...
My mind set had changed a little bit, i do not like to keep the job unfinished till tomorrow, trying to finish all before COB of that day...however, still not able to complete all..maybe i am not efficient enough..
Last Thursday, i heard from radio, people were calling in to the DJ, sharing problem that they facing, i tried to call in but cant get thru. i have a problem/secret in my heard and it is about my career. 4 years i have been worked for FF, but i feel like i am standing at the middle stage, not capable to be promoted as senior and also not being treated as a junior. client has became more clever and the spec is more stringent then previous, work has getting stuffer and stuffer..but i still not working good enough...
Maybe a female shall not work as a PJE in FF. i do not know how i going to end up by working for FF in project dept.
Dear Diary, do you able to give me the answer...i am now just working and working...no target at all....
March 28, 2010
Qing Ming Festival
今天是一年一度的清明节。我们很早就出门了。 到达了坟山，天还暗暗的。。 过不久，情戚们也到了，我们就开始拜拜。
大人们七手八脚的忙，我们晚辈就是谈天罗。 这时，天也慢慢的亮了。
谈天狂笑乐一般，我们也够本了就回罗。 回的时候，拍了个合照。
看看到了特别的东西，鸟巢和为我们遮荫的树。从我们小小到现在，那么久了。原来它那么漂亮。
今年真的很特别。 我们还燃放鞭炮，鞭炮声惹得大家都笑。 连阿公也笑。
现在大家都在谈世界末日，还可以和家人相处的时光，是值得珍惜的。
大人们七手八脚的忙，我们晚辈就是谈天罗。 这时，天也慢慢的亮了。
谈天狂笑乐一般，我们也够本了就回罗。 回的时候，拍了个合照。看看到了特别的东西，鸟巢和为我们遮荫的树。从我们小小到现在，那么久了。原来它那么漂亮。
今年真的很特别。 我们还燃放鞭炮，鞭炮声惹得大家都笑。 连阿公也笑。
现在大家都在谈世界末日，还可以和家人相处的时光，是值得珍惜的。
February 6, 2010
my birthday - 28 ^^
Yesterday was my 28th birthday (5th Feb). It was a wonderful day.
Morning, i had "Dim Sum" with my mum and brother together with kit and his mum at Ming Ge restaurant. They did not remember yesterday was my BD (except kit), but doesn't matter because i was happy that they spend time with me. ^^
After that, Kit and Me drove car to Genting Highland. That is because i got the Genting Pre-Chinese New Year promotion, the room only RM25 per night! ^^
When we arrived, we check in at hotel counter, the girl informed that we will have free breakfast for 2 pax! It really out of our expectation, the room rate is only RM25, and free breakfast! ^^
After check in, we have lunch at First World Hotel - Hou Mei and got a 30% discount! (Received voucher from friend)^^
And then, we shopping there....i saw a handbag at PADINI, i like it so much, but it is RM98, i was thinking if i really want it...at that time, Kit said, he will buy for me! Hahaha...it had became my present. ^^
We had dinner at Pizza Hut, we ordered what we want to eat. But it was not so expensive. After paid, we check the bill, we found that the bill did not include the price of the sailot! Because yesterday was my BD, we decided to treat it as a free gift received for my birthday! ^^
We took a lot of picture there, the decoration for CNY is wonderful. The smell of CNY is every way, every corner. We shoot a lot of nice photos especially the night view photos. So beautiful... ^^
Haha...this is my best birthday. ^^
January 18, 2010
Tiger year!!
Hello! This is to myself and the fans of this blog (If any).
Ya...last year i have only one post.... this blog been abandoned for quite some time...
compared to year 2008, i posted 50. Yes, is 50!
The main reason is i started to write diary since last year. This is my old habbit and i decided to pick it back since last year Chinese New Year. I note everything in the diary. I always start with "My dearest Diary,......." because my diary understand me more then anyone, even my partner.
I am true and sincere to my diary, no cheating, no pretending and no self protecting. The contents is full of my dreams and thoughts. Sometimes when i read my previous article, its will bring me to a clear and true space where I will again become a person who still have dreams.....Dreams is a personnel treasure.... not one can grape it from you, but it will become just a "dream", if you never think a way to achieve it, you will become just like me..
i write diary when i am not happy. Depressed, delighted by pressure gained from job. I write. I explain my feeling to my diary, i descript my thoughts to my diary.
Those things not nice to dispose, people will laugh or people will feel that i am weird if i tell them.
New Year 2009, i gave my diary a name, i named it " Sincere book". This is the way i print my footstep along my life.
In this realistic world, to be sincere will not add any credit to our life and career, However, i will still keep it as my principal. To be sincere to others, to myself and even to my "Sincere Book".
I will say goodnight to my Sincere Book, because i believe they is a little angel stay stay in the book which give life to it and make it understand me whenever i write in the book.
Ya...last year i have only one post.... this blog been abandoned for quite some time...
compared to year 2008, i posted 50. Yes, is 50!
The main reason is i started to write diary since last year. This is my old habbit and i decided to pick it back since last year Chinese New Year. I note everything in the diary. I always start with "My dearest Diary,......." because my diary understand me more then anyone, even my partner.
I am true and sincere to my diary, no cheating, no pretending and no self protecting. The contents is full of my dreams and thoughts. Sometimes when i read my previous article, its will bring me to a clear and true space where I will again become a person who still have dreams.....Dreams is a personnel treasure.... not one can grape it from you, but it will become just a "dream", if you never think a way to achieve it, you will become just like me..
i write diary when i am not happy. Depressed, delighted by pressure gained from job. I write. I explain my feeling to my diary, i descript my thoughts to my diary.
Those things not nice to dispose, people will laugh or people will feel that i am weird if i tell them.
New Year 2009, i gave my diary a name, i named it " Sincere book". This is the way i print my footstep along my life.
In this realistic world, to be sincere will not add any credit to our life and career, However, i will still keep it as my principal. To be sincere to others, to myself and even to my "Sincere Book".
I will say goodnight to my Sincere Book, because i believe they is a little angel stay stay in the book which give life to it and make it understand me whenever i write in the book.
April 12, 2009
5 years of working life
It had been 4 months after my last update.
Ya...busy like hell all the while in office, start from 800am till 530pm. Now even worst couse i have to do OT everyday and only backhome at 7pm.
After home i will lazy like a bear and woud like to only sitting in the dinning hall and watching TV. This is the way i depresssure myself.....not healthy at all,i know..
i keep putting up my weight, it just not controllable and it burden me from day to day.
lucky is i am still feeling happy everyday :) feel energized every morning even by a cup of morning coffee.
It is simple couse i am happy with everything i have now in my live.
My relationship with kit, with collegues, with family and the most important is i like my job now. after 5 years of working life, i start loving my job.
i have been working here for 2.5 years(in total), i can handle my job properly and sometimes i can make some improvement to the process, procedure and that delighted me. i wouldn't know how long my company able to withstand the economic crisis, but i would say i am happy to work for his company.
My seniours are the most generous and helpful seniours i can never had at others company, they tough me a lot, being so patient to me when problem arised. Really appreciate that.
Happy to share is i am giving chance to lead a new comer since last year Nov. By leading him, i can see a lot of things, i see some self weekness and i able to overcome that too.
hehe....i am not prasing myself lah...just feel...happy...that's it.
So...dont stop here, but move forward..and you will find live is simple and happy.
Ya...busy like hell all the while in office, start from 800am till 530pm. Now even worst couse i have to do OT everyday and only backhome at 7pm.
After home i will lazy like a bear and woud like to only sitting in the dinning hall and watching TV. This is the way i depresssure myself.....not healthy at all,i know..
i keep putting up my weight, it just not controllable and it burden me from day to day.
lucky is i am still feeling happy everyday :) feel energized every morning even by a cup of morning coffee.
It is simple couse i am happy with everything i have now in my live.
My relationship with kit, with collegues, with family and the most important is i like my job now. after 5 years of working life, i start loving my job.
i have been working here for 2.5 years(in total), i can handle my job properly and sometimes i can make some improvement to the process, procedure and that delighted me. i wouldn't know how long my company able to withstand the economic crisis, but i would say i am happy to work for his company.
My seniours are the most generous and helpful seniours i can never had at others company, they tough me a lot, being so patient to me when problem arised. Really appreciate that.
Happy to share is i am giving chance to lead a new comer since last year Nov. By leading him, i can see a lot of things, i see some self weekness and i able to overcome that too.
hehe....i am not prasing myself lah...just feel...happy...that's it.
So...dont stop here, but move forward..and you will find live is simple and happy.
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