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孤独的我

2010-12-19T22:17:00.003+08:00

不知不觉，朋友都不太联络了。好像没有很谈的来的朋友在身边。以前的朋友现在见到，也只能说一些不痛不痒的话题，真正能让自己说出烦恼事的也是有自己的日记本。这样是悲哀的事，因为日记本是不会回答的。也只有这样，一切的事都不会让别‘人’知道。

别人也没有机会来了解我。我觉得自己从来没在别人面前，表达过真正的自己。别人说什么我都无所谓，不需要解释。我不曾要求别人的了解，因为我知道世界上，没有一个人会真正的了解另一个人，那么为什么要浪费时间解释？

有时我发现我内心的那个声音，那个我，一直都是孤独的。自个儿流荡在我梦想里的世界，只不过这个世界在我脑海里越来越模糊，没有年少时那么清楚了。这些我又可以告诉谁？谁会在意而留心听我说呢？我的这些梦想，很高崇，我不想说了出来被别人践踏的踩在鞋底。

这个社会，这个年代，梦想是不切实际的，就让它永永远远只藏在日记本里。

白天还是夜晚

2010-12-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

这几个月，做工做到傻掉。。忙得分不清白天还是夜晚。工作没完没了，背部天天都酸痛，无缘无故的痛，应该是压力。还有很远的路要走，这压力不是说释放就能释放的。站在我这个位子，不高也不低，也没有权力可言，偏偏得完成艰难的任务。老板们都待我很好，很照顾我。我自己也就应该争气的，要是做不出成绩，我也不知该如何是好。

希望可以尽快可以天光光就能下班，周末不必上班就太好了。

请上天保佑我。

我要对世界说

2010-10-04T21:05:00.001+08:00

那首歌是我在小学的时候，最常听的。那时好像只有在王杰哥哥的歌里才找到自己。全世界都没人了解自己，只有在听杰哥的歌，才可以舒解内心的忧愁。

现在长大啦，平时虽然和朋友疯疯癫癫的，但是内心深处那个角落，也只有在听杰哥的歌，才会浮现。然后自个儿慢慢回味年少时那个为落叶伤感，为下雨神伤的情怀。。还有就是慢慢品尝那种悲伤的滋味。。。。没有经历过悲伤，就不懂什么是快乐。也只有学会面对悲伤，才学会珍惜日子。

我想杰哥经历了那么多东西，还能够站起来，他应该是像他所写的那样
“我要对世界说我要把一切破碎的梦
一天一片的丢重新编织过”

我要对世界说
词:王杰曲:王杰
从来也没想过付出所有
就一定要相对的收获
我失去已太多
却从没计较过
解不开的事情还有太多
夜深后看着无边无尽无云的天空
对着自己说失去这些算什么
我要对世界说我要把一切破碎的梦
一天一片的丢重新编织过
学蝴蝶天空飞就像那东流水
HM……一去不再回

无言

2010-07-03T14:46:00.002+08:00

亲爱的日记本，
最近的我非常的忙，有时忙得不懂自己身在何地。尤其当晚上梦见工作时，那滋味很不好。。

糟糕的是，他什么也不懂，不懂我工作忙碌，不懂世界的残酷。我好像在孤身作战，他却滋滋悠悠的在过日子。他的世界很简单，我的比他复杂。
或许是我不好，贪慕虚荣吧。日子会很艰难，他大概也不懂。

日日见面也不懂要说什么。。无言，因为他不明白我。

当时的天空与云

2010-06-15T22:45:00.004+08:00

今天有打羽球，我却不想打，只想一个人安静的看看草场。。。。当时的天空与云，很漂亮。我也拍了一些特别的相。你看看很有艺术感的哦。

Working overtime

2010-06-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,
I have been working non-stopped since 21st May until yesterday....yes, a lot of work to follow up...as i am also doing some minor works for Gan..minor but still need attendance and time...

My mind set had changed a little bit, i do not like to keep the job unfinished till tomorrow, trying to finish all before COB of that day...however, still not able to complete all..maybe i am not efficient enough..

Last Thursday, i heard from radio, people were calling in to the DJ, sharing problem that they facing, i tried to call in but cant get thru. i have a problem/secret in my heard and it is about my career. 4 years i have been worked for FF, but i feel like i am standing at the middle stage, not capable to be promoted as senior and also not being treated as a junior. client has became more clever and the spec is more stringent then previous, work has getting stuffer and stuffer..but i still not working good enough...

Maybe a female shall not work as a PJE in FF. i do not know how i going to end up by working for FF in project dept.

Dear Diary, do you able to give me the answer...i am now just working and working...no target at all....

Qing Ming Festival

2010-03-28T11:04:00.011+08:00

今天是一年一度的清明节。我们很早就出门了。到达了坟山，天还暗暗的。。过不久，情戚们也到了，我们就开始拜拜。
大人们七手八脚的忙，我们晚辈就是谈天罗。这时，天也慢慢的亮了。
谈天狂笑乐一般，我们也够本了就回罗。回的时候，拍了个合照。
看看到了特别的东西，鸟巢和为我们遮荫的树。从我们小小到现在，那么久了。原来它那么漂亮。

今年真的很特别。我们还燃放鞭炮，鞭炮声惹得大家都笑。连阿公也笑。
现在大家都在谈世界末日，还可以和家人相处的时光，是值得珍惜的。

my birthday - 28 ^^

2010-02-06T15:00:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my 28th birthday (5th Feb). It was a wonderful day.

Morning, i had "Dim Sum" with my mum and brother together with kit and his mum at Ming Ge restaurant. They did not remember yesterday was my BD (except kit), but doesn't matter because i was happy that they spend time with me. ^^

After that, Kit and Me drove car to Genting Highland. That is because i got the Genting Pre-Chinese New Year promotion, the room only RM25 per night! ^^

When we arrived, we check in at hotel counter, the girl informed that we will have free breakfast for 2 pax! It really out of our expectation, the room rate is only RM25, and free breakfast! ^^

After check in, we have lunch at First World Hotel - Hou Mei and got a 30% discount! (Received voucher from friend)^^

And then, we shopping there....i saw a handbag at PADINI, i like it so much, but it is RM98, i was thinking if i really want it...at that time, Kit said, he will buy for me! Hahaha...it had became my present. ^^

We had dinner at Pizza Hut, we ordered what we want to eat. But it was not so expensive. After paid, we check the bill, we found that the bill did not include the price of the sailot! Because yesterday was my BD, we decided to treat it as a free gift received for my birthday! ^^

We took a lot of picture there, the decoration for CNY is wonderful. The smell of CNY is every way, every corner. We shoot a lot of nice photos especially the night view photos. So beautiful... ^^

Haha...this is my best birthday. ^^

Tiger year!!

2010-01-18T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hello! This is to myself and the fans of this blog (If any).
Ya...last year i have only one post.... this blog been abandoned for quite some time...
compared to year 2008, i posted 50. Yes, is 50!

The main reason is i started to write diary since last year. This is my old habbit and i decided to pick it back since last year Chinese New Year. I note everything in the diary. I always start with "My dearest Diary,......." because my diary understand me more then anyone, even my partner.

I am true and sincere to my diary, no cheating, no pretending and no self protecting. The contents is full of my dreams and thoughts. Sometimes when i read my previous article, its will bring me to a clear and true space where I will again become a person who still have dreams.....Dreams is a personnel treasure.... not one can grape it from you, but it will become just a "dream", if you never think a way to achieve it, you will become just like me..

i write diary when i am not happy. Depressed, delighted by pressure gained from job. I write. I explain my feeling to my diary, i descript my thoughts to my diary.
Those things not nice to dispose, people will laugh or people will feel that i am weird if i tell them.

New Year 2009, i gave my diary a name, i named it " Sincere book". This is the way i print my footstep along my life.

In this realistic world, to be sincere will not add any credit to our life and career, However, i will still keep it as my principal. To be sincere to others, to myself and even to my "Sincere Book".

I will say goodnight to my Sincere Book, because i believe they is a little angel stay stay in the book which give life to it and make it understand me whenever i write in the book.

5 years of working life

2009-04-12T17:28:00.003+08:00

It had been 4 months after my last update.
Ya...busy like hell all the while in office, start from 800am till 530pm. Now even worst couse i have to do OT everyday and only backhome at 7pm.

After home i will lazy like a bear and woud like to only sitting in the dinning hall and watching TV. This is the way i depresssure myself.....not healthy at all,i know..

i keep putting up my weight, it just not controllable and it burden me from day to day.

lucky is i am still feeling happy everyday :) feel energized every morning even by a cup of morning coffee.
It is simple couse i am happy with everything i have now in my live.

My relationship with kit, with collegues, with family and the most important is i like my job now. after 5 years of working life, i start loving my job.

i have been working here for 2.5 years(in total), i can handle my job properly and sometimes i can make some improvement to the process, procedure and that delighted me. i wouldn't know how long my company able to withstand the economic crisis, but i would say i am happy to work for his company.

My seniours are the most generous and helpful seniours i can never had at others company, they tough me a lot, being so patient to me when problem arised. Really appreciate that.

Happy to share is i am giving chance to lead a new comer since last year Nov. By leading him, i can see a lot of things, i see some self weekness and i able to overcome that too.

hehe....i am not prasing myself lah...just feel...happy...that's it.

So...dont stop here, but move forward..and you will find live is simple and happy.

Self-balancing

2008-12-18T19:50:00.002+08:00

Port Dickson Trip, 8-Nov-08

2008-11-11T16:50:00.001+08:00

They are all my colleuges...we attending wedding Lunch of another colleuge at Bayu Beach Hotel and we stay at Glory Beach Resort at night.

One of them still single, one married but still available, one engaged and two are currently with relationship........who you want?
Their legs.... (-.-")
Here is another beach, you can see the different from the sand colour...this is white colour but just now the sand is yellow colour...

Walk beyond the seaside.....

Our footprints on white sandy beach......

This is Loh Shye Sing...you must remember him...our old school fren...we purposely make this fighting effect, siu bo?

Uncle and Me...... (",)

Mah and Me.. (-.-) .l.

The beautiful sunset view from the beach....it is time back to our resort....

Beauiful Glory Beach Resort....

After bath and rest, we went out for dinner....this vge quite special..it name is " Kau Wong Choi", taste like "Nga Choi" but not juicy as "Ngah Choi" and a bit Q...Good!!

This is a mixture of seafood bowl. Look like curry but the taste more smoothy and creamy then curry...Good!! It name " Long Fu Hui". Direct translate to English is "Meet of Dragon and Tiger "
Geng!!

After dinner we came across this drink at Cactus Bar.

Call me Bond, James Bond...this is his drink.. ?? Martini??

Banana + wine =??

The next day we went to eat famous La Cha Mian. This shop is located at Lukut, opposite to the old Chong Hua primary school..

This is the La Cha Mian' Soup with fish!!! The fish taste so good, very fresh. You should try the soup with fish.

La cha mian's soup with meat ball, vege, and etc...taste not bad, but...uhm...not so special lah...

Hindu Mountain 1st Nov 2008

2008-11-08T12:58:00.006+08:00

Yes, we went to Hindu Mountain that day, see from the photo, the mountain not very high...but never been there before, so? try loh...
Half mountain view....part of S2...
Haha..i guess you know this, a kind of vegetable....nice ya..

"Chu long chao"...

View of S2 again....

Mysterious view......

Beautiful plants...name unknown...

We met with few monkeys, one Naughty monkey cleaning up the dirty plate...

One of the Hindu Temper... There are 2 Tempers, this one located at half mountain...

Easily we get to teh top of teh mountain...Mountain top, have stone chair and table, next time shall bring breakfast here...

the view of S2....

Me and my mum...

She so excited to see the beautiful view..see..hehehe....

Tanjung Tuan, Melaka 18-OCT-08

2008-10-28T13:01:00.009+08:00

Last few weeks, we challenged Tanjung Tuan at Melaka, which is much more earlier compare to Gunung Datuk, but we know there is still new thing to challenge there....

After an hour, we reached the rock mountain and we had our breakfast
there. Uhm...we also tasted the strong wind and the smell of sea water. It is a good experience!! That was the scene we wanna see. As you can see from the photo, some pieces of the sea water is silent and smooth like a mirror. That is the "Xuan Wo" area. Water under that "mirror" is very dangerous and may drag you into the deep deep sea....
People say can see Dolphins here, a group of them jumping...but that day none of them appeared. Kit's uncle climbed this mountain every week for 7 years, he have seen the dolphin for 4 times only. As expected, we can't see any of them.

Sea view at another mountain top point...

This one as well....

She sit there quitely when we were taking photos at the top. Maybe this is her style to release tension which accumulated thru works, live and relationships...etc...she did not know she looked lonely in this photo, and i think she may just need to have another one to sit be with her and feel the fresh from the sea together.....

After the rock mountain, the few mountain points, here was another small seaside to rest, the sea water is clear and clean here...we started to take our move to the most challenging part,see below....

That was the "Chang Ming Ti", we did not know how many stairs we had climbed, what we knew was there were still many stairs infront of us...

tired.....

and more stairs........pengsan..

tired, and we really don't know how many stairs we had climped....
Finally we reached this rest area after a few hundren stairs...he was sweating as you can see from his cloth...we still have to go down hill to reach the entry...
Ah Yoong was the last one who fall far far away from us..i used the Zoom fuction to snap this photo from below of the hill.....

i at middle hill and they almost reach the hill entry but still far away from the entry...we keep walking, walking and walking...

Gunung Datuk 01-OCT-08

2008-10-20T12:51:00.011+08:00

During the Hari Raya Holiday, 7 of us climbed up Gunung Datuk. hehe...

this is just the photos of begining...the journey just started leh..
she is the one being cheated to join us...she looked so tired, right??
we stopped to have a short rest....
see, myself also beh tahan...you know i am so strong ge ma...normally can kill few tigers also felt tired like hell leh...
we meet another frens there...here is just another rest area, the most risky one is below!!!
Ten! Ten! Ten! Ten! See how terrible, i felt like this is nomore a mountain climbing but a high risk action, we have to cheer our up to take every step leh..

Finally, this is what we see from the top of Gunung Datuk. Teh view a bit like the movie named " The Sighs", right?
Hahaha...set kian, boleh!!

After photos and rest section, we start to move down....

We played water, to release the muscle stress and also to release ourselves from tired.
When i bloged about it, we already completed another hiking, at Tanjugn Tuan, Melaka......

再给我两分钟

2008-10-11T22:54:00.005+08:00

Last few days i went to Karaoka with my frens, and i sang this song again.

歌曲:最长的电影演唱:周杰伦专辑:我很忙

我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你

朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀画的圈
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了
要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

If you have time, please spend a little bit time to find out this song from any sources and listen to it.

I came across this song when the heart diaster took my "姑姑"away by April this year.
I have deep feeling on the chorus part, 再给我两分钟, 让我把记忆结成冰.

This song tells us the important of time exspecially when you know you do not have much time to stay with your loved one, not because you do not want to but is because you can not make it anymore. It is when you have to leave your loved one forever.

2 minutes for us is nothing but for them who have to say goodbye, the last 2 minutes is very meaningful...at the end of their life. They have so much in their heart but yet to be said....

I guess she is so so sad and pain to left her daughther, the last sentence she managed to say is" please help me to take care my daughther." This is a simple sentense but not difficult for us to understand her love to her daughther. She is her only and the most love daughther.

If they have another 2 minutes at the end of their life, can Joe Black help them to forgot everything before they leave. ... coz this is too painful to leave.......until they might request not to remember...choose to forget everything, the one they love, the one they can not put down...

Freeze the memory.

Jogoya - First part

2008-09-30T14:38:00.003+08:00

We went to Jogoya on 20th Sept. The food is brilliant and luxury but not suit my expedite, except the ais- cream and steamboat!!

In Starhill..
The wine there also not bad oh..
All of us..

Jogoya - Middle Part

2008-09-30T14:31:00.003+08:00

Ultrawomen episod one...
This is the jogger look..
This is me, actually the grapes quite big size but it looks small in my hands...aiyaya..
There are match!!!

Jogoya - Final Parts

2008-09-29T18:25:00.003+08:00

After stomach full more then 120% , we have our "dessert" ...

Wah..i am so "You Ying"...
Then is Kit...
And she also wanna try...
Hahaha...here come teh real smoker...his is the only one in our gang who smoke.

Moon cake Festival 12th Sept 08

2008-09-19T18:02:00.008+08:00

Last Friday we have a Moon cake festival celebration in the small garden in front of my house. No much food available but quite funny!! see photos below, you know lah....

Do you know what did the big guy thinking....
So Ngery leh....

Me and Ah Kit, we celebrating his 29th Birthday leh.....
Small love and big love.....yeah!!

"Lim teh" and eat Peanuts..
7 of us with our Tang Lung...the one taking camera, just ignore him lah, he damaged the swing edy ...
Yeah..
See the effect of the Candle in Tang Lung, very nice oh..

Uhh??
I feel so pitty to the swing leh...the slings damaged after he made this motion....
Start eating mooncake ..
Yeahh!!
Eating Kua Gi and peanuts...that is why their face also looks like Kua Gi and peanut lah!

Blogger

2008-09-11T17:44:00.001+08:00

This comic very funny leh...

Tresure Hunt 17/18AUG2008

2008-09-05T16:36:00.003+08:00

They are the 8th runner up.
We are the 7th runner up!!! hahahaha!!!
I won myself RM50 voucher to shopping at Jusco.
The next morning, breakfast in Taman Pulai, Desaru Hotel.

Haha....te

辉高路

2008-08-19T20:45:00.003+08:00

最近好象没什么沖劲,懒洋洋的...可能是因为IQA了一个礼拜,要做的事一直堆,已造成心理压力,变成负担...要做的话就"Jiak Lak"了...心情就不好了.
今天还拿了EL,在家好好休息一天..SENIOR们,别生气我喔,在辉高的日子还长...休息是为了走更长的辉高路....明天又要拼了...
自从回来辉高,我工作比以前认真了,对工作对人有了要求,脾气就爆燥了.我知道这是不好的,也是时候反省一下了....天啊,好难啊....

The MAMEE man

2008-08-14T17:57:00.004+08:00

A lot of Movie named with a-man behind, eg. "Superman", "Batman", "Invisible Man", "Iron Man" and many more........But we have MAMEE man, coz he looks like MAMEE.

We call him MAMEE, because he gives us the "Feel", the MAMEE "Feel"

. .

MAMEE:" Is that my human look?"

They tot they are unit.....

2008-08-04T18:12:00.006+08:00

This morning when i first entered to PC area, i noticed her, wear black shirt with colour stripe. OK......fine.....

After some time when i entered to Purchasing dept to check material status, i saw another black shirt with colour stripe?! And she looked pround.....with reason of unknown....maybe she tot she looks smart, but she does not know, a bird can never look smart geh..... (LIOW May Yen is her name, but we used to call her Niao May Yen, this is to suit with her bird characteristic...)

With super-duper surprise!!! I saw her, seems she already realized that she not the only stripe for today, that is why she looked down....
At the time i tot i have had enought stripe for today, suddenly i noticed another striper!!!OMG!!!That is Mohammad Yoong!!! What a terrible STRIPE day today!!!

Jurong Shipyard

2008-07-28T18:40:00.005+08:00

This is Jurong Shipyard.
This is my first time visit to shipyard.
Shiyard is a dock to repair vessel or build a new vessel (lead time to build a new vessel is 1 and half year at least).
There are total 7 to 8 vessels parking there.
The height of vessel is aroung 7 storeys high, required a lot of mechanism, electrical, electronic, hydraulic and pneumatic system. That is crazy.....

I snapped this photo when i were onboard. Other vessels that part near by to the shipyard. This one also....
This is my project, the crane!! The crane must have on a vessel for maintainance and construction purpose.
The platform that i were standing during the shot, is the first vessel. I have to cross this vessel before i can go onboard to my client's vessel. They called it "Double Banking"

A lot of piping and tubing system, and there are all an unknown to me.....
This is the view of another side of the Shipyard
Smoking is not allowed to prevent polution and that is for safety. A lot of unknown smoke from here and there....how to know maybe that are framable...

What a good experience to me!!!

Cloud & Blue sky

2008-07-28T18:26:00.002+08:00

Last Thursday i had a visit to Jurong Shipyard Singapore. Just for a small issue. I was left to go alone with a pleaseful mind. I was bored after onboard, and snapped some photos.
Above are the photos...so beautiful, right?
I head people say that when you travel with a friend, you just can see or experience half of the beautiful view; but when you go alone, you can bath yourselves throughtly into the beautiful view. Maybe is that reason, i felt this is the most beautiful view i never seen before on plane.

My project :(

2008-07-12T22:58:00.004+08:00

This is my project, Australia design, our technician here do not familiar with the overall design from structure to cabling. The crane suppose to be delivered by year 2006, but due to delay of client's project, the crane is left here in our factory.

Until May 08, suddenly client want it back.

And they want it urgently, force us to deliver the crane by End July. Shall i use the word force?? Contractually we suppose had completed it by year 2006, but we did not...

During the in between period, drwgs revised, the design improved, but all newly added componenets not purchase?! And they are all long lead time item.

We want to rush the crane assy, but, unfortunately, almost all critical components (which purchased) had MIA ( Missing In Action), no matter the size is big or small...That is not funny...i am sure.. repurchase need a mising report as supporting doc, but no one willing to issue that report, coz have to see our GM and explain to him about the cost of repurchase... "Cost" a word where all GM very sensitive to.

Drwgs error is also one of the big contributor to the delay, eg: dimension not match lah, pin longer then hole lah, hole bigger dia. then pin lah, components blocking each other lah, no current supply lah, cable size wrong lah, Part number wrong lah...

Plus parts damaged lah, parts unable to source lah, buyer/PC/Production overlooked lah, parts missing lah..a lot and a lot..

All these issues i digested and resolved one by one, my untiring effort.. i am pround of myself, sometime...

Next Monday will meet with client, then i had prepareed myself "bi tan yi". God will bless me...

KungFu Panda in our factory

2008-07-06T16:39:00.004+08:00

I guess you like the movie KungFu Panda. Coz the carton looks cute and funny.
I did not watch the movie coz was busy dating with boyfren when my colleques asked me out for this movie.
When i asked them for their comments on the movie, they did not comment much on the story line but they able to point out one important thing that i "overlooked"!
I was shocked when hearing this. But, they were right!!

We have this KungFu Panda in our factory!!!!

Let's see it yourselves!! You will know i am no joking.

KungFu Panda in the Movie.

KungFu Panda in our Factory!!! Life!!!

You wanna know him more?? See below his details.

Name: Genious Yap

Position: Electrical Engineer

Favorate Food: Mixed rice c/w Meat Spring Roll

Favorate Drinks: Tea Iced

He is now spokesman for Kungfu Panda. For more details, please visit webpage www.tgv.com.my.

Central Market

2008-06-29T18:54:00.003+08:00

21st June, i went to KL by bus, just to attend wedding dinner of Lily Teh. Remind me a lot of the time when i was a colleque student. I easily fall asleep in the bus, when i awaked, i reached Pasar Seni. Long time i did not be there. The time still allowed, i droped into the Central Market. The place had changed a lot, no more " lau Kiap" and old. The decoration, the lightings and the handmake things, all upgraded!! I did not expect myself will stay long there, but accidently i was attracted by the things sell in Central Market, and finished my extra time by window shopping there!! Yes, the price expensive like sky, not for us to buy. And my mood that day just like i am a "foreigner", travel to a new, and strange place. Haha...., i really have to plan out one day to have a visit there again with friends...who wanna join me?

After this, i took LRT to Wangsamaju!! Me like a "kampong girl" go to town lah, very excited. Coz here have a lot of our good memories!!

Little cutey

2008-06-29T09:48:00.003+08:00

Devil 1

Kind: Male

Weapon: Smiley face

Love most: Pour

Good in: Claping Hands

Devil 2
Kind: Female
Weapon: Sit quitely like being abadoned
Love most: Nothing ( Unjustifiable)
Good in: Walk here walk there quitely

Devil 3

Kind: Male

Weapon: Look cute like BearBear

Love Most: Food, everything on earth that can be ate

Good in: Digest system

Devil 4

Kind: Female

Weapon: Singing

Love Most: Robbery ( like to "qiang dong xi")

Good In: Pretend innocent

Devil 5

Kind: Male

Weapon: Talk, non-stop

Love Most: Bread, ham, Jusco

Good in: Languege learning, drawing

Grandma Vs Mother's day

2008-06-01T12:29:00.003+08:00

Last Friday, we hold a gathering at my grandma old house to celebrate Mother's Day. This gathering is special, coz a lot of family members was there.

Many years never had gathering at old house, coz my granma is actually staying with one of my rich uncle in a BANGLO which cost a million RM. She just spend few days per month at the old house.

This old house is full of old memories, remind me a lot of the time i spend together with all of my cousins at this old house.

We chat about time when we were just 10 or 11 years old..... hahaha....All my cousins are now a husband, a wife and some even already a father or a mother.

Time passed by fast. We getting older and new generation are now following our footprint, they mix around eat, play, chat and fight..
Modern aunties steamboating, when i said want to take photo, all stop and "bai possy".

After stomach full, all these aunties sitting in the dinning hall and chat about toes.......weird topic ya....
My grandma, act under our instruction....hehehe, she tryed to escape from camera but i still manage to got one nice shot.

She was not looking to the camera, but i think this photo is ok. Natural is beautiful ma.....

Children x 4

2008-05-31T12:33:00.002+08:00

They are the children gang that turn the house up side down.

Water

2008-05-30T08:42:00.004+08:00

Your house got no water ah? Here have a lot ma......come to take lah.
*Which high way? Please guess......

Final part of Genting Trip!

2008-05-23T18:27:00.003+08:00

This were the "so called" Handsome guys that acompanion us lah...
Yeah!! Us!! We look so charming and attractive!! Right!!
Lastly all of us took a photo in front of the Awana Genting Resort. Happy trip!!

Many photos woo.......

2008-05-23T18:11:00.004+08:00

Lao Yeh Che....
Actually i was trying to be cute lah....end up...i also looked cute.....
Nowaday, genting also have double decker bas!

Even this also i took photo...kekekeke

Shao Lin socker

2008-05-22T20:02:00.002+08:00

No need to say anything, just see and enjoy the laugh....

She SANG!!!!!!

2008-05-22T19:52:00.002+08:00

Again, we played mahjong. This time is in the hotel, under a very cool and fresh environment.......

and suddenly..........she.......SANG!!!!!!

The foggy Genting

2008-05-22T19:41:00.004+08:00

Fog! Fog! Fog! First time i cant see Genting.
Here is the "Lao Yeah Che" Entrance. Cant see far.....
In front is the superman rail....can see only near part....
You would never know where is here if i dont tell......ok, i tell you, in front of us is the STAGE in Theme Park!!! Remember the stage??

Awana Genting Resort

2008-05-21T21:08:00.004+08:00

Last saturday and sunday, me and my colleque went for vacation at Genting Highland (>.<)
Hahaha.......

This is the view we can see from the room Balcony. Peace and fresh!!
This is first time i stayed in Awana, the beautiful view suprised me a lot!!
We advitise for Energizer! I look more a like to Mr. Energizer!! Yeah!!

Myself + Awana Genting Resort

2008-05-21T20:56:00.005+08:00

Myself in Awana Genting resort. Holding in hand is my favorate junk.
First time had a ride on horse ( Marry go round). OK . This is for adult one lah. Am i look cute? Kekeke...
This photo i look a bit slim right? Because the gal standing in front of me already cover me a lot ma....She is my cousin lah.
This is the view outside from Awana Genting Resort Main Lobby. I am thinking of something very far and very meaningful......wah......i look very mysterious.....

Illegal Gambling.......

2008-05-15T07:46:00.003+08:00

These three people, gambled at my house last night. One is Gamble Queen, one is Gamble King and another one is Gamble Ba.

Walauyeh.....do you think you can tahan ah?

Cant tahan also have to tahan lah...they are all my colleque....sigh.......what to do?

They will come to gamble again ga.......hehehe...but i think next time they have to pay some deposit lah.....

hahaha....

Mr. Bean

2008-05-13T18:03:00.004+08:00

i never think that i will like Mr. Bean until i met with this sleeping suit at Jonger street, Melaka...

Kekekekeke.....funny leh, even sleep, i still look for chance to make people happy..Izzit you will smile when look at my sleeping suit? Hahahahaha...do not vomit lah...ok?

Taman Perdana

2008-05-13T17:59:00.002+08:00

This is how the house will look like. I search the wed page of the developer, but they never update it. So what i can show is only the pic from bourcher. Not very clear.

How much is this breack fast?

2008-05-12T18:30:00.002+08:00

I so suprise when i know the price...this consider a medium portion lah.....1 egg, 1 hotdog, a slice of ham, red beans, potato chips, somemore have a slice of egg bread....

Just cost me.........

.......
.......

RM4..

Cheap Right?

He just learn to play!!!!

2008-05-12T18:15:00.003+08:00

This is one of my colleque - Mah. He is 30 years old now but this time is his first time. He give his first time to us!!! Hahahahah....From the beginning we told him that "Kau Man" is equal to "Fei" coz my mahjong not complete one, but he do not understand the meaning of "Fei", so he put his mahjong as above...he is so cute...Further more, he tot " Pak Ban" is flower woh.......so he put out the Pak Ban....we laugh until die edy when we saw that....
This is how he looks when he realized he is "xiu xiong gong"...hahahahah..

She spoiled my working mood

2008-05-10T16:41:00.003+08:00

i never be that angry! She spoiled my working mood. That is the worst case i encountered since i join back this company. She tried to escape from responsibility when thing went wrong!!!
I remind her everthing, i checked on the issueance notes, i print out the PO fo her...but the things still can go wrong!! It is acceptable for me if she willing to get thing settled. But she dare to said, she is just helping and she not necessay to do that for me?! I think she do not undersatnd her job scope.....
I would do the thing on my own, but my boss will not allowed. it is because that is not our scope!! She slew up my plan.......
i feel so angry.....

i am depressed.......

The story of my yahoo ID (Final - Part 3)

2008-05-07T20:09:00.004+08:00

I started my drawing life since i was "small".....uhm.....i think start from i know how to hold a pencil gua...( you say me a bit 夸?)
Really, no entertainment ma, ma draw loh.....i like to draw the funny and cute comics (seldom draw the 打打杀杀one....)
That time also like to draw Doraemon ga....hehe
Like to draw a lot lah.....but never won in any Drawing Competition....hehehe...pai seh...
i drawed this when i was at Stardard 5, that time i decided to study Graphic Design ge ma......
Same for this, Stardard 5. That time "乱马 1/2" also famous one.....crazy for this comic...i have 1 set at home. Read for N time edy.....
Remeber the movie"风云"? I drawed this after saw the movie...... and please see my signature, very stylish leh...kekekeke....
This is from "北条司", simply draw only...but happened to be very look alike to original......welll...you know lo..i very talent one...

Nowaday seldom draw edy.......maybe is lack of time guo....draw a good looking pic, not easy ga....have to draw and erase, draw and erase only will look nice.

But be honest, drawing is a very good hobby. Can calm down yourself, fully concentrate on a piece of paper. Then...enjoy loh....

Maybe you can listen to music when drawing..wah..imagine the screen...so relax leh...

The Movie "Ratatour" said : Anyone can cook!
Tonglic said: Anyone can draw!

Today draw a heart to your lover. Draw a smiling face to your fren who is no good in luck. Draw a bird when you feel like flying. Draw an aeroplane when you think of travel. ...... Draw a falling leave when you think of wind.......anything you can draw....

The story of my Yahoo ID (Part 2)

2008-05-07T20:03:00.003+08:00

Both this i drawed when i was Stardard 1 or 2.......that is long long time ago from now....

The story of my yahoo ID (Part 1)

2008-05-07T18:17:00.007+08:00

Most of the people do not understand why my yahoo ID is tongli_c. Haha, this name is special, because i named it myself ( not copy cat). I named it with my favorate pass time- comic!!
Tongli is the name of popular Comic Publisher
C stand for Comic!!!! Hahahahah
I read comics since i know how to 翻书. ( i am not joking)
Besides, i also like to draw....hehehe..below are some of my 珍藏..
dun laugh at me ah.....hehehe.

I draw all these when was at Primary school Darjah 4...hehehe....that time Dragon Ball very famous ma...

Tha shape of love

2008-05-01T10:41:00.003+08:00

Have you seen this type of plant before? In love shape?! Hahaha....this is a type of "luo4 de4 sheng1 gen1"...... so special....below is the side view....

Can be a present during Valentine!!! Hahaha...if my bf give me this during Valentine, will surprise me lo..... only RM3..very cheap one........economic present but romantic...hehehe

Jacky Cheung good singer

2008-05-01T10:34:00.002+08:00

Jacky Cheung is a good actor and good singer. Isn't it?

Steven Chou act as Terminator

2008-05-01T10:24:00.002+08:00

Funny conversation!!!!

小麦草奶茶

2008-04-29T20:01:00.003+08:00

一定要试!!小麦草奶茶 RM 2.80.在S2的百味可以喝到.最低层的是小麦草. 清香,顺喉.

Funny

2008-04-20T09:09:00.008+08:00

Baby : Do you really understand the meaning of the word 'FUNNY'?

Kang Kang: Yes, definately!

Xin Xin : Or maybe you can show us?

Baby: OK, OK, I think i really have to show you what is funny lah...........

This is FUNNY!!!!!!!!

That 's is my boy. Thank you! Thank you!

my niece and nepnew

2008-04-08T19:52:00.004+08:00

They are Ah Boh's sons and daughter. Kang Kang is the one wearing in blue, remember?

They are cute, okey, when smile. When cry......i also cry for help lah.....

My decoration rack

2008-03-28T18:37:00.004+08:00

Only Rack in my room....... wonderful.....

Wanna have a ride there???

Set Kian Eye

My little garden

2008-03-28T18:32:00.006+08:00

Whose House is it?

Why got one Ah Bing Tou standing there??

Ten Ten ten ten!!!!!!!

Is my little garden!!!!!

人最基本的需要

2008-01-26T09:40:00.000+08:00

很久很久开始，我的肩膀天天都会痛。这几个月已严重到必须擦药膏或yoko-yoko才可以入睡，而且不能侧睡，不然会更痛。
人家说我是神经不通，也有人告诉我这是关节炎的迹象，也有人说是尿酸。。。我也有去给医师做推拿。。。。。推了也不见好。。。

于是，上个月我去上了一个讲宇宙能量，叫做“长生学” 的班，因为人家说学了它可以通神经。上这个课必须连续六晚听三个钟头的课，七点到十点。
很多人都很早到，有人更是天天从外埠来，坐在轮椅上的也有五，六个。
我一放工，就赶着来。。。。为了摆脱疼痛，没法啦。
开穴师每晚都为我们开两个穴道，穴道就像我们看戏说的‘任督二脉’ 。没开过穴道的人，也就吸收不到能量，也不能为别人调整。

每晚都有很多人上台见证。(原来老人家都很可爱，上台时尴尴尬尬的)
讲的是一些我平时只有在电影和报纸才看得到的故事。他们没有写稿词，所以很真。讲的很感人。我听到了生命的脆弱和亲情的伟大。病患者的家人不辞劳苦，只为了让被疾病折磨的病人，可以得到片刻的舒服。但都是指标不治本，直到他们遇到了‘长生学’ 。
各种各样的疾病都有，连医生都放弃的病，长生学却能让他们恢复健康，他们都很感谢长生学。台上的人讲的很真，台下的我们听了都很兴奋。我想大家也和我一样，希望学了长生学，自己的身体会好起来。

千万别小看身上的小毛病，它不会大痛，但是它会每天都折磨你。你变得脾气暴躁了，没耐性，懒散。你会以为自己怎么了。其实是你的身体不舒服了，不知不觉间受影响的。

到了第六天，我竟然感到不舍得。
因为这六天里所讲的，不是职业，不会教你如何力争上游，出人头地。
不是做人的道理，不会教你如何比别人聪明。
不是教你理财，不是富爸爸，穷爸爸。。。。。

而是人最基本的需要，也是人们常常忘了照顾的---健康。
上这个课，给了我心灵上一种很清新/清爽的感觉。。

长生学强调的不但只是身体上，还有心灵上的健康。
老师说，当为别人调整是，要怀着慈悲的心态。。效果会更好
听到的时候我吓了一跳！还冷笑了一下。。。未免太那个了一点吧？
但是慢慢听老师告诉我们，她和其他师兄师姐的经验，我被感化了。。
他们都是义工，不但不收钱为危在旦夕的各种病人调整，常常还得自己付酒店费，路费等。(特地从外地赶去) 。不求回报，只希望可以帮到一个人！
所秉持的信念就是--‘慈悲’这两个字！

可能你会不相信，为何‘长生学’ 可以救到人？
不过如果你有看武侠小说，知道什么是运功，什么是内功，那么，请你相信长生学吧。最重要是-----关于长生学的一切活动都是不收钱的！有钱没钱，都可以学长生学。
可以做到人人都是大同，也就是长生学的原则与宗旨---‘慈悲’ 。

表面上，金钱是一切。。。但是当疾病找上门来是，你就知道穷人也是有财富的。我对这番话，有了更深的体会。

有些人说自己静坐不了，因为静不下来，很急躁。。。
也有人问自己容易发脾气。。。可以调吗？
于是，老师说静坐，可以训练自己不容易被周围的人事物，影响，以达到‘静心’，心无杂念的境界。
而这些‘念’，就是我们心里所放不下的。借着静坐，去处杂念，好让自己放的下更多的执著。

在这里我又想和大家分享一首诗，是我看‘济公’时，济公讲的：-
青山本不老，为雪白头
录水本无忧，因风皱面
雪融无痕，风吹而无影
人生于世。。。本无忧
又何必太执著？

老师也说，容易发脾气，急躁的人，千万别再为别人做的事生气。不要让别人做导演，你做演员。。。
其实是有道理的。。。

** 我一直都想做别人眼中的公主。但是没有前天的条件，和后天的努力。。一直为此。。。。而。。而。。。遗憾。。。
但是听了老师这一番话，我有了个新的领悟。

我想我其实已是个公主了。
在我自己导的这部片里。。
我是公主。

宽大

2008-01-12T08:36:00.000+08:00

1.誤會 :
早年在美國阿拉斯加地方，有一對年輕人結婚，婚後生育，他的太太因難產而死，遺下一孩子。他忙生活，又忙於看家，因沒有人幫忙看孩子，就訓練一隻狗，那狗聰明聽話，能照顧小孩，咬著奶瓶餵奶給孩子喝，撫養孩子。有一天，主人出門去了，叫牠照顧孩子。他到了別的鄉村，因遇大雪，當日不能回來。第二天才趕回家，狗立即聞聲出來迎接主人。他把房門開一看，到處是血，抬頭一望，床上也是血，孩子不見了，狗在身邊，滿口也是血，主人發現這種情形，以為狗性發作，把孩子吃掉了，大怒之下，拿起刀來向著狗頭一劈，把狗殺死了。之後，忽然聽到孩子的聲音，又見他從床下爬了出來，於是抱起孩子；雖然身上有血，但並未受傷。他很奇怪，不知究竟是怎麼一回事，再看看狗身，腿上的肉沒有了，旁邊有一隻狼，口裡還咬著狗的肉；狗救了小主人，卻被主人誤殺了，這真是天下最令人驚奇的誤會。
註：誤會的事，是人往往在不瞭解、無理智、無耐心、缺少思考、未能多方體諒對方，反省自己，感情極為衝動的情況之下所發生。誤會一開始，即一直只想到對方的千錯萬錯；因此，會使誤會越陷越深，弄到不可收拾的地步，人對無知的動物小狗發生誤會，尚且會有如此可怕嚴重的後果，這樣人與人之間的誤會，則其後果更是難以想像。

2.釘子 :
有一個男孩有著很壞的脾氣，於是他的父親就給了他一袋釘子；並且告訴他，每當他發脾氣的時候就釘一根釘子在後院的圍籬上。第一天，這個男孩釘下了 37根釘子。慢慢地每天釘下的數量減少了。他發現控制自己的脾氣要比釘下那些釘子來得容易些。終於有一天這個男孩再也不會失去耐性亂發脾氣，他告訴他的父親這件事，父親告訴他，現在開始每當他能控制自己的脾氣的時候，就拔出一根釘子。一天天地過去了，最後男孩告訴他的父親，他終於把所有釘子都拔出來了。父親握著他的手來到後院說：你做得很好，我的好孩子。但是看看那些圍籬上的洞，這些圍籬將永遠不能回復成從前。你生氣的時候說的話將像這些釘子一樣留下疤痕。如果你拿刀子捅別人一刀，不管你說了多少次對不起，那個傷口將永遠存在。話語的傷痛就像真實的傷痛一樣令人無法承受。
註：人與人之間常常因為一些彼此無法釋懷的堅持，而造成永遠的傷害。如果我們都能從自己做起，開始寬容地看待他人，相信你（妳）一定能收到許多意想不到的結果....幫別人開啟一扇窗，也就是讓自己看到更完整的天空 ....

3.且慢下手
大多數的同仁都很興奮，因為單位裡調來一位新主管，據說是個能人，專門被派來整頓業務；可是日一天天過去，新主管卻毫無作為，每天彬彬有禮進辦公室，便躲在裡面難得出門，那些本來緊張得要死的壞份子，現在反而更猖獗了。「他那裡是個能人嘛！根本是個老好人，比以前的主管更容易唬！」四個月過去，就在真正努力為新主管感到失望時，新主管卻發威了－－壞份子一律開革，能人則獲得晉昇。下手之快，斷事之準，與四月表現保守的他，簡直像是全然換個人。年終聚餐時，新主管在酒過三巡之後致詞：「相信大家對我新到任期間的表現，和後來的大刀闊斧，一定感到不解，現在聽我說個故事，各位就明白了：「我有位朋友，買了棟帶著大院的房子，他一搬進去，就將那院子全面整頓，雜草樹一律清除，改種自己新買的花卉，某日原先的屋主往訪，進門大吃一驚的問：『那最名貴的牡丹哪裡去了？』我這位朋友才發現，他竟然把牡丹當草給剷了。後來他又買了一棟房子，雖然院子更是雜亂，他卻是按兵不動，果然冬天以為是雜樹的植物，春天裡開了繁花；春天以為是野草的，夏天裡成了錦蔟；半年都沒有動靜的小樹，秋天居然紅了葉。直到暮秋，它才真正認清哪些是無用的植物，而大力剷除，並使所有珍貴的草木得以保存。」說到這兒，主管舉起杯來：「讓我敬在座的每一位，因為如果這辦公室是個花園，你們就都是其間的珍木，珍木不可能一年到頭開花結果，只有經過長期的觀察才認得出啊！

4. 宽大 : 這是一個甫自越戰歸來的士兵的故事。
他從舊金山打電話給他的父母，告訴他們：「爸媽，我回來了，可是我有個不情之請。我想帶一個朋友同我一起回家。」「當然好啊！」他們回答「我們會很高興見到的。」不過兒子又繼續下去「可是有件事我想先告訴你們，他在越戰裡受了重傷，少了一條胳臂和一隻腳，他現在走投無路，我想請他回來和我們一起生活。」「兒子，我很遺撼，不過或許我們可以幫他找個安身之處。」父親又接著說「兒子，你不知道自己在說些什麼。像他這樣殘障的人會對我們的生活造成很大的負擔。我們還有自己的生活要過，不能就讓他這樣破壞了。我建議你先回家然後忘了他，他會找到自己的一片天空的。」就在此時卻l掛上了電話，他的父母再也沒有他的消息了。幾天後，這對父母接到了來自舊金山警局的電話，告訴他們親愛的兒子已經墜樓身亡了。警方相信這只是單純的自殺案件。於是他們傷心欲絕地飛往舊金山，並在警方帶領之下到停屍間去辨認兒子的遺體。那的確是他們的兒子沒錯，但驚訝的是兒子居然，只有一條胳臂和一條腿。
註：故事中的父母就和我們大多數人一樣。要去喜愛面貌姣好或談吐風趣的人很容易，但是要喜歡那些造成我們不便和不快的人卻太難了。我們總是寧願和那些不如我們健康，美麗或聰明的人保持距離。然而感謝上帝，有些人卻不會對我們如此殘酷。他們會無怨無悔地愛我們，不論我們多麼糟總是願意接納我們。今晚在你入睡之前，向上帝禱告請祂賜給你力量去接納他人，不論他們是怎麼樣的人；請祂幫助我們了解那些不同於我們的人。

您一路看下來之後；一定有很深的感觸吧。那麼，在對別人有所決定與判斷之前，首先，請想想這是否是一個「誤會」，然後，請考慮您是否一定要釘下這個「釘子」，如果可以的話，請「且慢下手」。因為，當您對別人「宽大」之時，即是對您自己宽大。

麦兜之余标弟弟

2007-12-25T20:03:00.000+08:00

从来没有人写信给麦兜。
这天，麦兜突发奇想，给自己写了封信：‘麦兜先生，你好吗？吃饱没？’信末，麦兜替自己胡乱取了个名字：“余标弟弟” 。
“余标弟弟” 随即把信寄出。
自那天起，麦兜天天都站在邮箱前，看邮差叔叔可有什么重要的信给他。
可是等了一天又一天，麦兜竟还收不到信。
原来麦兜错写了自己的地址，那封信寄了给菇时。
。。。。。。。
菇时见信原来是给麦兜的，于是把它放入另一个信封里，连同一张说明的便条，在寄给麦兜。
。。。。
大概是菇时记错了麦兜的地址，那封信竟寄到了得巴的家里。
得巴发现这是菇时写给麦兜的信，于是一方面把它寄还给麦兜，另一方面写了封信给菇时，告诉他麦兜的地址，也问候了菇时。
。。。。。
菇时兴奋极了，因为这是菇时收到真真正正的第一封信。菇时立刻便给得巴回了封信。
。。。
至于亚辉给得巴的信却落在麦兜的手中。麦兜把信再寄给得巴，另外寄了封信给亚辉，叫亚辉不用担心，事情已代为办妥云云。
。。。。
另一方面，得巴也收到菇时给他的信。这是他第一次收到给自己的信呢！
亚辉亦收到麦兜的信，于是立刻回信多谢麦兜的帮忙。
。。。。
啊！麦兜终于收到信了！他把亚辉的信看了一遍又一遍，再回了一封很热情的信给亚辉。
而菇时同时亦收到了麦兜给得巴的信。。。
。。。。。。
。。。。。。
这天，麦兜从邮差叔叔手中上得到了一大叠的信。麦兜把它们逐封拆阅，发现其中一封是由“余标弟弟” 寄来的，却怎样也记不起“余标弟弟” 是怎么人。
。。。。。。。。
但麦兜也没有空多想，因为他还有很多很多的信要回呢！

Alone in front of the ICU room

2007-12-24T13:28:00.000+08:00

Sunday around 6pm, i just wade up from sleep, my brothers was rushing to GH while my mum was shouting" wait for me! wait for me!". My mum even do not take her purse with her. Their face look nervious and worried. I knew something bad was happened.
I washed my face, and gave a call to my 2nd sister, she told me that my little niece is now very dangerous, that is what the "si fu" told her, ( not from doctor, that's why i not so worried).
I tidy up myself and prepared to go GH. I asked my father whether he wanted to follow me. He just said no and sat infront of the "sheng tai" do not know what he doing, i never see him like this before, too silent...but i do not have time to ask him that.
GH. When i walked along the corridor and heading for the ICU room, i was scared. I scared to face it. I scared the bad new is waiting me there..
I saw my mum sitting outside the ICU section ( besides parent, others are not allowed to get in), her emotion still ok....i released a bit and asked her how is the condition.

She said the "sifu" keep saying too late, and asked us to prepare the baby's clothes and do the prayers or teh baby will forever gone....we trust in this kind of thing, that's why my brother was rushing from home to GH and pass the baby clothes to the "sifu".
My 2nd sister was panic when listened that, and she was crying badly while talking thru the phone.
(It remind me the first day baby transfered from normal room to this ICU room, my 1st sister was shaking of panic and crying loudly. I never see her cry like this, the unstop tears and she cant say anywords. )
My heart was really hurt, when i saw the little baby lying on the bed with those tube drag to his throat ( which to help him breath). We could exchange everything to gain him back to healthy.

That evening is really scary, but for sake of god, he is still with us. I was left alone in front of the ICU room when my mum going to the toilet. With me was the nite view from 5th floor, its beautiful but that was not a good time to enjoy it.

The next morning, he able to open his little eyes and looked at his parents. That was the first time he opened his eyes since he stay at GHospital (1 week). My 1st sister is talking to him, i asked my brother in law, what she told the baby. He said that is to tell the baby that we love him so much, please, please recover and go back home with us.

Life may too short, i think i shall start enjoy the life now......

失去的梦

2007-12-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

从我英国回来到现在，已是三年多了。
我一直有记载我的心情故事，开始工作后就很少了。拍拖后更少。因为我的开心与不开心都有他愿意聆听。
我感谢上帝，把他带到我的生命里。是他补了我生活得缺口，是他把我从我的多愁善感，拉到他的怀里，从此幸福。
我终于了解到，爱一个人，是一种不能言语的感觉。
我叫他回想，为何会爱上我，他说他已想不出一个“因为。。所以” 。就是一种力量把他推向我吧。可能是月老已为我们牵了红线，让那么遥远的他，也会来到我这里，让我爱他，他爱我。
我的家人，让我说声对不起，工作的压力并不好受。我已难以压抑内心那份对工作的厌恶。水瓶座的我真的只想向往自由与随心所欲。
我们都被现实冲昏了头，钱才是生活下去的唯一条件。
我们唯有在忙碌与空闲的间中，想一想/梦一梦自己所喜欢的生活方式，日复一日，年复一年，城市的人，就这样过了一生。
社会不会走回头路，人们的心也只会更空虚。。。
用爱，只有爱，才可以尼补，所有失去的梦。。。

满汉全席

2007-12-14T14:09:00.000+08:00

满汉全席之所以珍贵，因为材料都不是普通外面可得的食材。三天三夜，一共九顿豪宴。珍贵的食材包括猴脑，驼峰，象拔，雀适等。。。。不过，其中有一道却非常容易，喜欢下橱的你，先看看菜单再说。
满汉全席之脆佴扇贝盅
主料：木耳200克
配料：皮蛋50克，日本豆腐100克
调料：扇贝取壳洗净，放上改刀后的日本豆腐，再将皮蛋，木耳放在日本豆腐上蒸熟，挂芡即可。
菜品特点：嫩滑
操作关键：注意火候，豆腐不能蒸老。

MPS field

2007-12-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

The field is MPS field. Me, bunny and Cgf play foodball there. Only 3 of during the rest time we waiting for the result. Yes, we went there for Drawing competition. The food'ball' is actually an empty softdrink tin we found on the field! Recalled something?! Primary school, standard 6......almost the whole class went there........

菊花台

2007-12-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

This is the theme song for “Man Cheng Ying Dai Wang Jin Jiak”. I did not watch the movie, coz the feedback of this movie not so good.
Jay….uhm…he looks weird in ancient’s wearing.
But the song is good, if you have change to hear it once you will like it.

你的泪光柔弱中带伤
惨白的月弯弯勾住过往
夜太漫长凝结成了霜
是谁在阁楼上冰冷的绝望

雨轻轻弹朱红色的窗
我的一生在字上被风吹乱
梦在远方化成一篓香
随风飘散你的模样
*
菊花残满地伤你的笑容已乏黄
花落人断肠我心事静静躺
北风吹夜未央
你的影子剪不断
徒留我孤单在湖面成双

花已向晚飘落了灿烂
凋谢的世道上命运不堪
愁莫渡江秋心拆两半
怕你上不了岸一辈子摇晃

谁的江山马蹄声狂乱
我一身的戎装呼啸沧桑
天微微亮你轻声的叹
一夜惆怅如此委婉
*

Good weapon

2007-11-30T14:04:00.000+08:00

This morning, i wake up early, if you know me well, u must know why...coz boss will no in today..i feel free to work..hahaha. My boss just rated me yesterday, i do not know how many marks i had achieved, i do not care...but i promised myself to perform better.
I am not smart and i am not hardworking, this was what i told him yesterday. As usual, i am honest....I said i will tried to improve. He said he already confirmed me since sometimes ago, just the letter pending from HR, i wondering why....with my performance, i really want to know whether am i under his expectation? But i did not ask at last. I guess i know the answer lah...u know me lah...
My lunch time today will finish in 15 minutes later. Back to the battle, and armed myself with...with....uhm....happy mood!! This is good weapon. So, cheer up and back to work.

星想

2007-11-20T13:07:00.000+08:00

才從外面回來﹐又過了睡覺時間﹐家里静悄悄的。我轻轻的开门，
转过身关门时，发现天上的星星很亮。
我望着天上的星星﹐好像想起了什麼﹐可是腦裡卻又一片空白。。。
可能是一種感覺﹐我不會形容。。。

你知道的囉﹐我會用的詞真的不多。。。雖然我當時有說過我要當作家。。。
後來你也知道啦﹐一個滿腔詩情畫意的作家只做了一份工廠工。。
心裡面的那一團火﹐都滅的七七八八。。
可以為什麼而燃燒呢。。嗯。。實在想不到。。

如果我可以吸烟，我现在会点燃一根烟。
因为我现在正感覺到一點點無奈和悲傷。

上班﹐看車﹐看紅青燈﹐看文件﹐看電腦﹐看別人的嘴面，口是心非﹐
幾討厭都說好。。。为了生活。
可以说是把自己的靈魂賣了。。來換花理花錄的鈔票
像我醬的人大把。。一切都不一樣了。。
而我是那个接受不到改變的人，最差勁。

唯有天上的星星還是那麼漂亮。。
每次看，好像身邊的人事物都会停頓下來
这能讓我的心回到零，那是最初的我。。
我回想起一些。。。。什麼的。。。。
。。想起以前。。小的時候。。那一个心旷神怡的下午。。。。

五六歲時的一個下午﹐吹着微风。
媽媽在收衣服﹐而我蹲在她脚边，玩着不知什么。
突然，她說了句“今天天氣不錯。”
我抬頭一看。看見隨風飄揚的衣服﹐和藍天白雲。。。
忘了告訴你﹐我也喜歡風﹐當我在樹下看天空時。。不但可以乘涼﹐還可以捕抓到太陽的光線。。。

當然我也喜歡錄油油的草地﹐六年級時﹐和同學們在個大草場上踢汽水罐。。我的記憶裡那個草地是沒有盡頭的。。
花朵﹐我第一次種的花是喇叭花﹐紫色的。。
還有舊家門前的那條小河﹐你以為我老作啊﹖是真的。
那條河﹐流水聲古陸古陸﹐我們建築古堡﹐抓卡必于。。哪會忘記。。
日子是滿足和懶洋洋的。。小小世界却美妙

我看日本的北海道會適合我﹐那裡有藍天﹐白雲﹐風﹐星星。大自然和。。龍貓。。哈哈。。我也喜歡童話。。

當我賺夠了鈔票﹐我要把我的靈魂屬回來。。
從新做我的小卡片﹐畫畫。。
那时我会有个美麗新世界
會回來嗎﹖還是。。。。以後都不會回來了﹖

Lunch in office

2007-11-16T13:42:00.001+08:00

Almost everyday i will have lunch in office, listen to songs and reading online newspaper. Today quite special, coz my boss is not around. hehe. I guess you understand why i specify today as special day.
My fren said i have talent in acticle writing, but i do not think so. Becoz the right word just wont appear to my mind when i am writing. However, i have to admired that i love to write. Thru writing, i can express my feeling, sad or happy. Instead, i have a diary.
Human being always sad and happy, two emotions at the same moment. I should happy with what i have but i feel sad becoz there are not what i want..... this condition keep hapenning among us. Maybe happened on you too.
Just we always try not to think of the sad thing and we able to gain more happy moment. It sound like a right way to have a happy life.
Money can buy hapiness. Anyway we can live happily without money?
Please share with me.

Live easy_easy Life

孤独的我

白天还是夜晚

我要对世界说

无言

当时的天空与云

Working overtime

Qing Ming Festival

my birthday - 28 ^^

Tiger year!!

5 years of working life

Self-balancing

Port Dickson Trip, 8-Nov-08

Hindu Mountain 1st Nov 2008

Tanjung Tuan, Melaka 18-OCT-08

Gunung Datuk 01-OCT-08

再给我两分钟

Jogoya - First part

Jogoya - Middle Part

Jogoya - Final Parts

Moon cake Festival 12th Sept 08

Blogger

Tresure Hunt 17/18AUG2008

辉高路

The MAMEE man

They tot they are unit.....

Jurong Shipyard

Cloud & Blue sky

My project :(

KungFu Panda in our factory

Central Market

Little cutey

Grandma Vs Mother's day

Children x 4

Water

Final part of Genting Trip!

Many photos woo.......

Shao Lin socker

She SANG!!!!!!

The foggy Genting

Awana Genting Resort

Myself + Awana Genting Resort

Illegal Gambling.......

Mr. Bean

Taman Perdana

How much is this breack fast?

He just learn to play!!!!

She spoiled my working mood

The story of my yahoo ID (Final - Part 3)

The story of my Yahoo ID (Part 2)

The story of my yahoo ID (Part 1)

Tha shape of love

Jacky Cheung good singer

Steven Chou act as Terminator

小麦草奶茶

Funny

my niece and nepnew

My decoration rack

My little garden

人最基本的需要

宽大

麦兜之余标弟弟

Alone in front of the ICU room

失去的梦

满汉全席

MPS field

菊 花 台

Good weapon

星想

Lunch in office

菊花台